Sunday, August 09, 2009

Of Making Life or Death Decisions

Adi sakit lagi. Last dia uk-uk pepejal was friday 24th july (and so banyak. Like, the entire length of his colon). I've been administering enema every night the past week, tapi keluar liquid je. Yesterday, upon vet's consultation via phone, I administered enema using half a bottle of contact lense's saline solution and urut-urut bahagian usus dia so that taik dia jadi lembut... but he vomitted gastric juice instead, a couple of times. The day before, he had tummy cramps. Aiyoh, kesian sangat kat dia. Terlepek dah 2 hari sebab tak boleh makan. Kesian sangat.

Tadi the vet told me, with his current sufferings, she gave me an option -- to go ahead with treatment, or put him to sleep.

I told her I'm not ready to let him go just yet.

Please pray for ease of his suffering. He will not be better, but if he dies, let it be due to natural causes.

Oh, I don't know. Which one would make him easier to go...? :"-(


4 comments:

gedek! said...

"Making good decisions is a crucial skill at every level." - (Peter Drucker)

nik awin said...

susah tu..
kalau saya..saya redha kalau dia mati of natural causes..bukan sebab KITA yang nak suruh dia mati..

tapi kesian pulak..sebab kesakitan dia tu yg dah mcm tak tertanggung..

...(dilemma)

cakapaje said...

Salam Alin,

Kesian dia. Tapi, ada lebih baiknya kita berserah kepada Allah s.w.t. untuk menentukan. Atau mungkin, Alin boleh tanyakan mereka yang lebih arif?

Anonymous said...

k lin, i'll pray 4 him...

-umiQ

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