Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Hear, Hear, My Bro's Here!

My Bro Farhi/Ahy is back. I've written a couple of entries about him in here dulu... here and here.

Pi la jenguk I.D page dia, komen-komen, tukar-tukar idea... Dia ni lulusan chemical engineering, but have utmost passion in Interior Decor ngalahkan aku yang belajo a total of lapan tahun nak dapat professional degree in Architecture.

Aku doa sangat-sangat-sangat and banyak-banyak-banyak that one day impian dia nak jadi interior decor yang dikenali akan tercapai... Aaaamiiin!

Aiyoh... splitting headache. Gua pi baca itu buku Mitch Albom's Five People You Meet In Heaven sampai pukul 2.00am tadi... macam ada ganja la buku tu... I'm so hooked!

Nak catch 40 winks sat.

f~

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Of Alternative Healings & Talibaruts

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Zetty kata orang kata kalau mata kanan bergerak-gerak, maknanya nak jumpa orang; kalau mata kiri bergerak-gerak, orang kata nak nangis.

My left eye has been pulsating since last Friday… so, tengah gabra gak ni…

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Have I mentioned that I’m also very very into other alternative healings such as aromatherapy, reflexology and especially Crystal Therapy?

I first owned Rose Quartz back in 2004, and then phantom quartz, moonstone, pearls, bloodstone, watermelon tourmaline, tiger’s eye… and the last was smokey quartz I bought from a gweilo in Flea Market @ Amcorp Mall last Saturday.

I previously also have bought smokey quartz for Umi, amethyst for my youngest sis, tiger’s eye for Celi and Udi, lapis lazuli for Celi, and Farhi bought himself Rose Quartz.

Abang wears Rutilated Quartz (Jarum Emas) on his wedding finger.

After wearing my smokey quartz nuggets around his neck and liking the feel of it, Abang would now like to go find aventurine and fluorite, upon my suggestion of their uses.

I’d probably write an entry’s worth of how I first got into this therapy and how the stones that I bought have helped me. In the meantime, do read here (intro), here (also got stones for pets, kids, women and men), here and here.

Tapi, harus ingat… Batu-batu kristal tu semua adalah kejadian Allah, maka setiap yang dijadikan Allah itu memang ada kegunaannya. Jadi, penggunaan crystal as alternative-healing is only an extension to Allah’s creation dan bukanlah semata-mata bergantung kepada so-called ‘kuasa pada batu’. Kuasa itu datang hanya dari Allah, dan kristal-kristal yang cantik dan berbilang warna ni pastinya ada rahsia yang tersendiri.

And it’s the ray or the vibration of the colours of the stones that we want to tap the secrets from and use them to attune to our own colours/aura.

So, di kala membaca artikel-artikel di atas tu, pandai-pandai lah ketepikan mana kegunaan yang boleh membawa kepada syirik, na’udzubillah (like, when they claim that some stones are considered pembawa tuah ~ letakkan je dalam peti duit and see how money would flow in, etc).

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Oh, I found Sufi-Reiki (Islamic Reiki) site, too. You can also register for 1st and 2nd Level distant attuning with minimal donation (up to you how much). Kalau dapat attune yang 1st Level, you can ubati diri sendiri. Yang 2nd Level can tolong ubatkan orang lain, dari jauh.

Jadi, bayangkan, boleh tolong ubat your anak kat asrama dari jauh, ubat your parents dari jauh, your husband dari ofis, your adik kat U.K dari M'sia. Best, kan?

Semua sekali ada a total of 7 Levels. The last 5 Levels are classroom-lessons.

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Maybe early next week, I’d probably be among those less than 5 people who won’t be going for a taklimat Suruhanjaya Pilihanraya (SPR) on assisting my Big Boss for the upcoming General Elections, and thus will be staying in at the office.

Pegawai-pegawai and kakitangan sokongan lain semuanya dilantik dan diminta hadir ke taklimat. Yang tinggal maybe pembantu am rendah, kerani and seorang lagi pegawai (I think) and me. And to think that these people dilantik directly by my Big Boss who is also Ketua SPR Bhgn XXX buat aku terasa juga mulanya.

Rasa pelik mula-mula dulu ~ kenapa the people in my office berlari sana sini buat kerja print surat beratus-ratus kena daftar borang itu borang ini, and yet when I asked apa yang disibuk-sibukkan tu? Tak sorang pun menjawab.

Of course eventually I know it’s all about SPR-related work. I reckon, nak menjaga hati aku kot… semua hush-hush coz aku sorang je tak dilantik to get involved padahal aku ni lah yang selalu diajak join macam-macam. Heh heh.

Apa yang nak dijaga-hatikan? Aku faham kedudukan Boss aku ~ aku pasti dia pun tersepit antara nak melantik aku sama atau tidak. Kot superiors dia terkantoi aku sebagai pemantau SPR tapi at the same time kawan-kawan and geng-geng dengan Abang or kawan-kawan opposition Abang yang mungkin ada di situ, kan dah susah?

Kalau SPR ni betul-betul bersih, dihormati, dan kerjanya yang sepatutnya tidak memihak pada mana-mana adalah diikuti, dah pasti aku ada sebab nak sedih sebab 'tidak dipilih sama', kan?

Tapi, aku dah tengok sendiri dan tahu sendiri SPR secara keseluruhan ni macam mana. Aku pasti Big Boss aku sendiri tersepit ~ sebab dia tu seorang Boss yang sangat bagus, kuat agama, sangat jujur dan amanah. Pastinya tersepit sebab terpaksa bersubahat dalam taktik kotor parti pemerintah. His conscience definitely cannot be cleared this whole time being the Ketua SPR Bhgn XXX. Pity him.

Aku berpesan kat budak-budak… tak pe. Pi tengok sendiri. Atau mungkin korang sebagai machai nanti, tak akan nampak apa-apa keburukan. Tapi tak pe lah, tu semua pengalaman. Di waktu korang semua berpanasan dan keletihan, aku pula nanti akan berada di rumah, baru balik dari mengundi di BBB, dan melampias diri di bawah hembusan aircond dikelilingi oleh Labu dan Labi tersayang.

Dan di waktu itu 'pabila conscience aku adalah sangat clear, kamu semua pula akan terasa seperti barua dan talibarut. Heh heh.

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Semalam Abang join piket NTUC untuk gaji minima pekerja swasta. Right infront of my office. Haha.

Abang tak berpiket sama, tapi kehadiran untuk beri sokongan sahaja, 'coz the NTUC is about worker's union, bukannya parti pembangkang.

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My friend Maria bought 300gm of halia at Gi@nt for RM1… and I bought the same weight for RM4 at H3ro. Goboklama said it’s probably Bentong Halia, sebab itu mahal.

But whatever it is, the second rendam kaki in halia also didn’t make me nor Abang perspire. Apa degil sangat ke lubang peluh kami ni??? Or was it the Bentong Halia didn’t simply work?

But last Sunday, I got real hooked ~ tengahari, aku and Abang rendam kaki dalam rebusan halia (and no, kami dua tak peluh). Malam pula, aku rendam lagi kaki dalam air suam di titis dengan minyak cap kapak (aromatherapy-speaking, steams of minyak cap kapak, which has Eucalyptus oil, helps kill bacteria di udara, clear the sinus and helps easy breathing) sambil tengok Heroes… pun tak peluh! Super danggg.

Never mind lah. Peluh tak peluh pun, but the soaking of feet in lukewarm water memang rasa syioook.

Ingat nak pi carik soaking salts lah kat pharmacy nanti. Sila-sila lah suggest kalau ada yang pernah beli, OK?

f~

Friday, June 22, 2007

Ikut Saja Laaah

(Ni nak tiru-tiru style The Kimster ni, letak number before any new topic)

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Aiyoh, dah Jumaat dah????

Tak pasti kenapa, but am not really looking forward to this weekend padahal it’s Abang’s weekend off (yayyy to Abang's off-days!).

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I saw Jack Neo’s “Just Follow Law” on the DVD last two nights at home and finished the rest today during the long Friday prayer’s break. Aiyoh the very the kelakar one lah! I so thoroughly enjoyed it! Abang doesn’t like it though, perhaps it’s the switching of souls between the two main characters that put him off the film.

But I thot the switching of characters (between Gurmit Singh and Fann Wong) was brilliantly done ~ Gurmit wasn’t flamboyantly OTT with him supposedly having a woman’s soul switched into his body, and Fann was funny as a man… especially the earliest part when she first discovered that she’s a man while in the bathroom. I know I know mesti korang kata alah mesti lah part yang dia discovered dia tak da anu. But this time, there's additional twist! Kena tengok sendiri, lah! Hehe

I also love ALL the supporting characters… Bamboo (the only Malay actor on board, Suhaimi Yusof) and "Jackstick" (or is it? Aiyak can’t remember the other guy's character), Muthu the guard, the senior corrupted officers, the follow-by-the-book secretary, and all the other tukang-tukang ampus… really, Job Well Done to the casting director!

I love the humor (which I, as a civil employee, can relate to), I love the Singlish and I love how racially harmony the film portrays!

I’m quite surprised too that Singapore, which is very well-known for its rigidity and hush-hush opposing world (and apparently worse than the M'sian administrators), could actually release this kind of film.

Kalau kat M’sia, sedangkan citer Dukun tu pun kena ban (if you can still remember, Dukun’s based on a real story of Mona Fandey who was hung for killing some AmNoe MP who initially went to her to get some ilmu kebal of some sort in his quest to be the next Menteri Besar … or so I heard from the grapevine, ok, of the real reason why Dukun’s being banned. Not at all my own presumption), apatah lagi kalau citer macam Just Follow Law ni. Jangan lah harap even trailer dia nak dilepas-tayangkan.

But let’s not be too pessimistic over the system here in M’sia, shall we?

Ingat tak dulu, satu ketika, the M’sian censorship board banned any production of cerita-cerita tahyul and hantu by the locals, and then quite suddenly we were hit by a wave of them cerita hantu & “tahyul” from Japan, Thai and Korea? Nah, sekarang ni? We have the Pontianak Sundal la the Jangan Pandang Ke Belakang la Chermin la Waris Jari Hantu la.

Perhaps lepas Just Follow Law ni, some local folks would have enough guts to come up with such satire based on M’sian life and civil service, say, aptly named as “Bayar Saja Laaah”?

Oh ya do check out on the blog that Fann Wong’s on-screen mother has. I thought it was only a script she said “I also blog, maa” and then revealed her website ~ laozhabor.blogspot.com. Betul wujud, rupanya! Heh heh

“The film takes a satirical look at the inflexibility of outdated governmental rules and regulations and the rigid mindsets of civil servants who follow rules to a fault, charming and delighting audiences with its humorous and perceptive insights.”
~ quoted from Just Follow Law official website



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Oh, I know! I need to do the rendam kaki in air halia lagi this weekend!

My best friend Maria had one halia-detox session yesterday evening. She bought 300gm of halia from C@rrefour3 which cost her only RM1.00 (how come mine cost me RM4 at H3ro???!!! ‘Nnateyy.), cuci-cuci, potong-potong kasar, rebus and rendam kaki.

For someone who doesn’t perspire even lepas jogging 2 kali pusing kat Tasik Titiwangsa, the foot-soaking managed to make her sweat! Finally (ni macam masalah aku gak la niii)!!!

So, she’s officially hooked to halia feet soak ok. Cumanya….. she also experienced the pijar-pijar kulit less than 30minutes into the soaking. So I guess the halia does make one’s skin stings after all, no matter jumlah dia sikit ke banyak. Ah well.

So… Ginger-feet weekend y’all!

f~

Thursday, June 21, 2007

LePen Di Cherating



(As referred to my previous entry)

Bagiku sinar mentari tak seindah
matamu
Untukku elusan angin tak semulus lenganmu

Tak peduli omongan temanku
Tak peduli resiko untukku
Aku naksir kamu, kau jadi gadisku

Malam minggu pertama aku piket
Dengan sisa uang di saku hampir lengket

Dengan tiga batang jie sam soe
Disimpan di saku blujin ku
Kickers sloa-an menambah angker tampangku

Ku pilih duduk di sudut agak remang
Ku tunggu kluar sang putri Aryo Penangsang

Pikiran melayang yang bukan-bukan
Andaikan kau dan aku berpacaran
Kalau cinta melekat taik kucing rasa coklat

Tapi apa lacur yang keluar adalah bapaknya
Dengan muka di tekuk persis kayak onta

Dengan garang ia berkata
"Gadisku tak ada dirumah!"

Sambil ngedumel ku berkata dalam hati.......
"Bangggs*t!"

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This is one of the top-two "Cherating-Trip Songs" that Abang couldn't keep himself from singing and humming since the past two weeks.

And that includes masa dia mandi pagi&petang and just before dozing off at night. So-very-out-of-tune-but-he-just-doesn't-care at that too.

The parts where I use larger font are the parts that I join him in the session. Aku tak hafal semua, just the end parts and part-part menarik je. Like the parts "kayak onnnnta", "bila cinta melekat, taik kucing rasa cokelat" and "Banggggs*t".

Abang said, "Lepen" is an abbreviation from "Lelucon Pendek". There's a part two of this song, called "Selopen", which comes from "Seloroh Pendek". Coolness huh.

Kalau aku tulis lagu untuk Abang nanti, aku nak letak tajuk "Lacinabang"... from "Lagu Cinta untuk Abang". Or, "Sonnabang" ke... from, "Sonnet untuk Abang". Okay gak apa.

f~

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Enema My A** II

Hari paling ramai guests before lunch tadi.

At 10am, Said (my bro Ahy's closest friend a.k.a Ahy's 'Big Bro' a.k.a dah jadi part of my parents' anak and my own siblings) datang lepak at my office after an interview kat SPA before heading off for lunch with his mate kat MARA.

At 12pm, another adik, Iri, dropped-by after done interviewing people for lesen penjaja 5 levels above my office.

At lunch time, my aunt Induk Midah dropped-by for lunch from her Tradewinds office across the road, just to lepak and story story story.

So, fuh, hari gaji buta sey, heh heh. But at 2.30pm ni till God Knows What Time, ada meeting and presentation... so, nosssobad la kan.

I been getting quite a number of responses about the detoxing thingee actually. All of them called sebab beritahu nak try the halia detoxing la the juvanex la the tea la apart from saying Hi.

But I got one email from an ol' mate, Achen. Thot I could just share her enthusiasm. Really, I'm having serious thoughts of giving it a try even though I'm very lucky to have very very regular bowel movement daily.

Cuma aku tak pasti kalau my knees can touch my chin lah kan (Achen ni selim-melim tinggi-lampai kuruih-muruih orangnya. Kalau dia preggies kembar 3 pun, I'm sure she can still pull her knees up to her forehead! Serious ni!)... I suppose, for the time being, that (knees touching chin) being my only reservation and problem lar, heh2.

"...Ni Achen la…Sorry unable to leave comment on your site… M** dept ni suka nak filter2… I dapat baca je… gambar pun takleh tengok…amende ntah… dizaman sains dan teknologi ni….

Anyway, I read your blog on Enema… Hehehehh.. guess what? I’ve used it many many times, many times on my kids…..kesian tau… menjerit2 anak ong… and thrice on myself masa nak beranak (3 separate times ok for each delivery)….nurse la tolong picit kan….i had to lie down on my side with knees touching my chin then I sat for a while and off to the toilet… (actually same procedure masa nak masukkan epidural, except dia cucuk kat your spine instead of the anus…heheheh..)

Syokkk ooo rasa dia (not the insertion part yeh…) sebab for some one who constipates, its really effortless and such total relief I tell u… Cuma saspen je takut tak sempat nak lari ke toilet…. Hahahah… agaknya if u don’t have constipation problems like me, it wouldn’t be as thrilling and exciting kot… it took less than 10 seconds for the thing work… I felt the urge immediately…..

So don’t worry…enter the unknown…u might like it….hehehe…"


Dia cerita macam effortless betul. Of course I know kalau kat Colon Spa tu tak yah la lari2 ke toilet coz the website says they have proper stuff to 'sambut' your gunk immediately kat tempat perbaringan anda. Hehe

Anyway, thanks a bunch ‘Chen!

f~

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Mat Dancing

Last night’s function ended quite late than usual. It had a not-so-good start, but it went on really well as the night progressed, us all having so much fun in the end. Very entertaining indeed, and I went back a very happy emcee.

Abang pulak, lepas deadline pukul 2pm, dia balik and rested and bantai qada’ tidur after Asar till Maghrib. Sudahnya lepas ambil aku kat function and reached home at half 11, he was still very much wide awake at midnite when I called him in from the room while he watching the TV in the living.

He came lying down beside me, I snuggled into his arms and terus dia bercerita bercerita bercerita non-stop. Ah sudah. Aku dah la tak tahan ngantuk dah ni.

At one point, me half awake, he told me about one of his kampong friend’s father…

“Dulu masa kecik-kecik dulu, Abang ada sorang kawan sekolah ni… nama dia Lin juga.”

“Hmm…,” me, mumbling, with my eyes closed and my brains almost shut.

“Ayah dia nama ‘Mat’… ‘Mat Dancing’ [pr: Dunn-sing]. Hebat tak bunyi?”

“Hmm… heh heh…,” by now a hint of smile curving at the end of my lips.

“Cuba teka napa nama dia gitu, ‘Mat Dancing’..”

“…hmm… tah… sebab dia suka pi kelab joget ka…,” I mumbled.

“Daaaak, sebab dia asai (asal) Padang Pusing, jadi oghang panggey la dia Mat ‘Dang ‘Sing…. Hahahahahahahaha!”

“Hahahahahahahahaha!”

Kami dua gelak macam hantu gila malam-malam buta tu.

And then he continued on, singing his now-favourite song pulak... ‘Lepen’ by the late Gombloh. Aiyohhhhh. Since I equally enjoyed the song too (but only memorise the last word of every line aje), aku pun join nyanyi sambil mata katup.


Nanti satu hari I’ll upload the song onto the cyber and link it here along with the lyrics. Aku cuba surf the net for the lyrics but tak jumpa. Or maybe I wasn’t looking hard enough.

Neways,

I know, I know… I’m two months late on my Love Story with Abang. Tapi tunggu la sat bila hal Abang dengan mereka-mereka yang cuba hendak menjatuhkan Abang ni reda sikit… okeh? ;-)

f~

Monday, June 18, 2007

Detoks Halia

Aku dah cuba, aku dah cuba. Dah cuba the Halia-Detox, I mean.

But first, I had a really bad back-ache after the Pameran Hartanah@Midvalley on Friday… so, after the FantasticFour movie (not Shrek 3, ticket dah habis), we headed straight back home and I rested the whole day Saturday. Perabiskan tengok Grey’s Anatomy Season 3, yes yes yes!

After dinner on Saturday, Abang& I went to the pharmacy. Rupanya Abang was quite interested in the detoxing and colonic-whatever thingee. So we recci-ed the nearest pharmacy and interviewed the pharmacists.

A set of detox tea (minum sekali sehari for 5 days for the initial detox program) cost RM30.00. That’s a box of 5 tea-bags, that is.

Juvanex (intensive 6-day detox for intial program ~ powdery stuff to be mixed with water or juice) cost RM160. That’s a bottle of powder, tak sure tahan berapa kali minum but I reckon it could also include the ‘maintenance period’ i.e after the intensive detox program.

And the pharmacists also recommended some probiotics for colon, ranging from RM30 – RM60.

We thought we wanted to try the Juvanex next month (i.e next pay-check la kan). Mahal tu mahal la, tapi kalau the powder can tahan up till maintenance period, then cost-wise secara purata lebih kurang sama je kot dengan yang lain, dak?

Then we went across the road to the supermarket and I bought myself 1kilo of halia, which cost me around RM12++.

The next morning on Sunday, I sms-ed Intan whose mother Makcik Saripah yang recommended this halia detoxing.

“Rebus semua 1 kilo ke? Dan nak buat berapa kali seminggu”, I sms-ed her at 9am.

She didn’t reply. Ni musti credit habis ni, I thot. And then I thot, kalau potong the whole satu kilo pun takkan mudarat kot? It’s only halia, what. Paling-paling tidak pun maybe the O.D (overdose) of halia could seep up through the soles of my feet and make me fart the whole day? Ah, Abang pun bukannya ada kat rumah, fart the whole universe for all I can if I have to.

And so aku potong-potong kasar halia tu, and rebus (see photo 2). And then I just realized I didn’t have a suitable besen to rendam my kaki in. The baldi’s too high for me if I were to soak my feet while sitting on the sofa. But then I saw LabuLabi’s litter basin. Contemplating at first… the idea’s kindalike icky, but didn’t have much choice left now do I?

So, aku pun pindahkan the existing pasir to their shallower litter that I used as a spare litter-tray (no, spare litter-tray not for me, but for Adi), letak atas half their carrier (see photo 1), cuci-scrub-cuci the basin like mad and voilah! I got myself a besen rendam kaki.

In the meantime, I put myself alerted every 1/2 hour of the boiled ginger… karang kering air rebusan tu karang, jadi kerepek halia la pulak kan.

I had the rebusan on the stove till 12pm, and then tapis the air into the besen, add some water to make it a lil bit warmer than suam-suam kuku, and got myself readied for the dip ~ warm drinking water, pumice, nailclipper, foot lotion, my astro remote control (see all at photo 3), foot towel, kain alas untuk besen and also my cats around me.

Just as I was making myself comfortable on the sofa, replied...

“Mak kata halia tu bahagi 4, rebus per 1 kali rendam kat kaki paras pergelangan kaki. Buat 2 kali seminggu pun OK. Tapi buat hari-hari pun OK waktu bila-bila pun OK. Lepas buat mesti berpeluh eloknya jangan mandi lap je tak pun madi dulu.”

Aiiiiiyak! Suku kilo i.e 250gm je??? Kak Lin dah rebus the whole 1 kilo da! So how???

“Lar yer ke? Tak pe Mak kata simpan le leh buat lulur. Yang dah guna untuk rebus tu jangan rebus untuk rendam lagi tapi untuk gosok badan OK gak.”

Ooo, itu macam.

Aku pun mula merendam, dari 1pm till 3pm (see photo 4)… that’s two CSI programmes on AXN, mind you. Besssssst. Mula-mula rendam kaki tu rasa tingling sensation at the ends of your toes. And then the warmth of the water just relaxes you.

TAPI!!!! Now I know what an OD of ginger could do to you, or at least to your feet ~ dah ½ jam into the soaking aku ingat amendeeeee la air ni, tak sejuk-sejuk ke? Makin panas, ada la. Ke, daging kaki aku dah sampai ½ masak?

And when I reached down and felt the water with my hands... laaa, dah sejuk dah???

Rupanya that was what an OD of ginger would do to your skin… kulit jadi pijar! Stings, ok!

By the end of the soak, I did some pedicure ~ potong kuku, pumice (wonderful wonderful creation la pumice ni!) and lotion. But then the pijar masih terasa… so I ran to the bathroom and soaked my feet in the pail of water. Fuh, lega!!!

Thing is, I didn’t perspire at all during the foot-soaking. Kenapa ek? But the after-effect was that it really made me fell relaxed and happy. I napped to a very deep 1-hour slumber till 5pm... like so (see photo 5).

I’d probably do this again sometime soon. Or maybe this weekend. Kalau nak buat time balik dari kerja (as recommended by Makcik Pah), time is a wee bit too short lah.

Kalau buat weekend ni, perhaps boleh buat untuk Abang sekali. Boleh pamper kawasan syurgawi aku ~ di tapak kaki itu. Heh heh.

Eh, kalau guna feet-soak in heated Ginger Ale, agak-agak apa jadi ek? Mudah sket keja, dak?

Okeh gotta run got a 2.30 mtg and script for tonight’s emceeing pun tak buat lagi aiyak.

f~

Friday, June 15, 2007

Enema My A**

Glad my yucky image ‘touched’ all…. Hahahahaha! Aku tengok balik pun nak termuntah sebenarnya… yuckies.

Hopefully Abang will not open the image. Kalau dia buka nanti akan kedengaranlah dengusan disapproval kat rumah karang. Biar aku gelak macam langsuyar ke, cik ponty ke... asal jangan cakap kotor (either lucah maupun disgusting), udah.

Camner la aku nak ajak laki aku into ‘dirty talk’ nih? Hahahahaha

I’ve surfed thro the Colon Hydrotherapy site upon Qistina’s suggestion (ya ya I just knew today yang ’Qistina’ tu bukan nama betul dia tapi tak pe la aku suka plak panggil dia dgn nama tu instead of nama AlmariBuruk a.k.a Goboklama. Takpe ek Qisst?). Verrrrryyy interesting. Quite murah juga actually. Kat Bangsar je.

And then I read the FAQs. Aiyak… guna enema ka? (come to think of it, nak guna cara apa lagi??? Takkan nak flush the colon guna 2 meter nozzle masuk ikut molot kot, kan?) Suddenly I can almost see and hear my eldest cat Adi chortling at me... “Kui! Kui! Kui! Baaaaaaaaru kau tawuuuuuuuu!”

The whole time Adi’s been in and out of the vet due to major constipation, docs had to do enemas on him to extricate his dried-up faeces. So, you know… enema for me equates constipated cats. I really need to digest (no pun intended) this enema-on-human concept thoroughly first… perhaps, surf more.

“The use of enemas has been around for some one thousand five hundred years. Enemas were used for body cleansing amongst the people of ancient Africa, the preColumbian South Americans (the Mayans), Greeks, Romans, Chinese, Indians, Babylonians in Persia and elsewhere in the ancient and modern world.

The earliest known colon enema therapy was used by Egyptians and colon cleansing therapy was an integral part of Taoist regimen and teaching and the Sung Dynasty physician by the name of Chang Tsung Cheng had written extensively on its benefits. The therapy was also important in Hinduism. Hippocrates, Galen and Paracelsus who are considered the fathers of modern medicine enumerated, practiced and prescribed colon therapy to their patients.

In France, enemas were used on a daily basis after dinner for the improvement of skin complexion
(halllllooooo. THIS is news!). In the United States of America, colon cleansing became popular in the twentieth century and enemas became the standard practice amongst physicians who used this treatment on patients in hospitals.”

So there… for now, that is. Forget about lunch, mate. I’ve digested (this time, pun intended) enough for the time being.

Karang at 3pm I’ll be off to the perasmian of Pameran Hartanah Bumiputera at Midvalley. Pastu terus nak beli tiket for Shrek 3, and pas movie terus balik terus nak singgah beli 1 kilo halia kat Hero for my first multi-cheapo DIY detox session this weekend.

It’s Abang’s working weekend this week, so this is the time I could try rendam apa-apa aku nak rendam, kan? Kaki ka, apa ka… Boleh rendam sekali ‘Dak Labi tu, mana la tau. Vet Doc gelar dia “terminally fat” aritu. Kesian dia, tau.

So.... great detox weekend, y’all!!!

P.S 01:
Oh tadi secretary consultant aku sebut kat aku on the phone, “…Puan, sayugia dimaklumkan, puan… rates ni rates tahun 2003 punya…”. Mak ai. Terkejut aku dengar perkataan tu. Bukan zaman Parameswara je ke guna that word???

P.S 02:
I know for one Kak Dins pi acupuncture for detoxing exercise. Nanti nak tanya dia ok ke tak.

P.S 03:
Halo, got enema fetish site and the tale of the Enema Bandit, ok! Aiyo, too much ah for the day!

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Detox, Anyone?


I read in today’s theSun, “The ‘Hidden’ Secret To Slimming”.

That got my attention ok. Mana la tau, ada secret-tips lain ka… like, extra gomol kucing will help, watch more DVDs ka, more hot steamy kisses with hubby ka…. Maaaaaaaana la tau.

But it says (ni kaw-kaw punya plagiarize):

”…These toxins build up and can remain in your body for years. Left unattended, these toxins slowly clog up our digestive system and liver, slow down our metabolism and make us feel sluggish.

The immediate signs of these are unexplained weight gain, difficulty in losing weight, and cellulite formation. Therefore, an effective weight loss always starts with inner body cleansing.

If you are one of those who have tried all sorts of slimming diets without much success
(Aku la tu! Aku la tu! TERMASUK a weekly total of 3-hour swim, ok!), a detox programme might be the way to kickstart your weight loss efforts.

A detox programme’s primary aim is to cleanse and detoxify your body by flushing out excess toxins and waste.

On average, most people carry between 2kg and 5kg of old, dried-up faecal matter in their intestine
(iyewwww!!!). Going through a detox programme helps flush out these accumulated waste and makes you feel ‘lighter’…”

Hah, apa lagi??? Tolonggggg la recommend ke akak satu detox programme yang bagus, mudah, affordable (less RM100) dan yang paling penting, berkesan!!!

Depa also ada suruh log-on to www.myjuvanex.com. Nampak mudah je caranya… telan their pills, light detoxercise, take plenty of water and fruits, massage and all. Cuma tak tahu if their detox pills work or not la kan.

Now akak rasa akak tau naper among my adikberadik (and among my sepupu-sepupu… kesian akak, kan) that I’m the odd-size out. Masa kecik-kecik dulu I had intensive asthma medication programme for the first 10 years of my life ~ pills, ubat liquid, puffs, weekly injections ~ you name it, I had it. And since then, not even once did I do any detox programme! So, bayangkan berapa kilo faecal matter tah in my intestine ni… after twenty-flaming-four years…. iyyewwwww!!!!

And all ‘they’ do is make fun of me without trying to seek the root of the cause. Guess they don’t realize the damage and scar they left me all these years, huh? And when I say ‘they’, I mean my own parents, gramps and a few other relatives. Damaging, kan?

Maybe for a start, I just go get myself this Juvanex product, kot. And see how it goes!

Oh ya! Baru aku teringat... Akhir tahun lepas masa aku mengurut dengan mak officemate aku, dia ada ajar a typical cheap detox method ~ beli sekilo halia kat supermarket atau mana-mana kedai, rebus sampai air tinggal sikit, lepas tu tambah air supaya suam-suam yang kita boleh rendam kaki kita, and then rendam kaki kita dalam air rebusan tu sambil-sambil baca buku or tengok TV. Buat seminggu sekali ke. InsyaAllah boleh kuruskan badan, Makcik Pah cakap.

Tu la degil tak moh ikut cakap Makcik. Weekend ni aku nak buat rendaman tu.

Further Readings:-
  • I love this!!! ~ Fatloss4Idiots;
  • The Liver & Detoxification;
  • The Internal Cleansing Kit;
  • The Detox Patch... the infamous Kinohimitsu;
  • WARNING! Some yucky image on what Colonic Detox can help you remove from.

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  • Tuesday, June 12, 2007

    Safwita

    Safwita came over for lunch, taking the Star LRT from her office in HSBC-KL down to mine. Dah lama tak hang out dengan dia. I used to hang out at her place whenever I went down to Sheffield to visit Yussof. She reeks nostalgia. I knew her since 1989, as long as I’ve known Yussof. We were all best mates back then. We all still are, in fact.

    Aiyoh I remember hanging out at her place for Yussof’s and her graduations, both at different times and at different unis in Sheffield. Way back in Summer 1996. Whoar, eleven years ago. Pejam celik pejam celik.

    I could write a book about this lady. One of my friends that I highly admire, up till now. I can’t say that she’s my bestest of friend (like I could die for her or she could die for me kindathing), but we could catch-up with lost times even before we could finish say “Hi!” to each other.

    She used to call me “Oi bontot!”, for very obvious reasons. Or she could greet me, “Oi apasal kau gemuk sangat sekarang ni?”, but coming from her, I knew she meant it as purely love & fondness, heh2. Pelik naper aku tak pernah nak ambil hati kalau dia cakap macam tu. Kalau orang lain la yang cakap... wacchhhaaaa, tak sensitive langsung nei.

    You know, masa belajar dulu, some of us even had to work part-time to make ends meet. Instead, this lady, she was so thrifty & prudent, she could send money back home to her only sibling (a younger brother) and her single mom, who both back then menumpang kat rumah auntie dia… and save up money to go visit her then boyfriend (now dah jadi husband) in the U.S. Terror, kan? Kagum betul. Worked darn hard, she did. Top of the class, she was. And she passed with flying colours.

    Oh, by the way, hubby dia same batch as I was in MRSM Jasin. Batch ’86. Keciiiiiiiiiik dunia ni

    Eh I could regale endlessly about her… about our time in MRSM Jasin; in U.K; back in M’sia ~ how she got to work in the same office as my cousin and my ex-bf at MEPS (keciiiiiiiiiik dunia ni), the time when she was ‘discovered’ by modeling scout at KLCC, the time her husband had tumor (now clear, Alhamdulillah!), when her dad passed away last year 15-08-06… aiyoh, banyiaknya.

    She just found out about my blog and My First Love entry last Sunday, the day Yussof bersanding belah his family. She just got back from her holidays in the Cameron Highlands hence accidentally missed the event; while I, for very obvious coincidental reason, just got back from my holidays too.

    And so she decided to come over and have lunch at my office and catch-up. We spoke on the phone, like, once in 6 mths? And the last time we met was Christmas 2005 ~ my wedding. Gila lama. Tapi, best betul tadi ~ borak borak gossip gossip gelak kuat-kuat tengah-tengah cafe. Like the old times! Sayangnya Ezlina tak da! Kalau tak, lagi havoc!

    And did I mention that I never forget her birthday??? And if I did, she would actually ask me on the day itself kenapa aku tiba-tiba terlupa nak wish dia. Hahaha tak maluuuuu, wuek.

    Eh, baru teringat, I’ve never even met his daughter yang sangat pandai itu lagi. Dah nak masuk Darjah 2 dah dia kot. Ish. So much for being a close friend, huh? Heh heh.

    Wokeh Saf, see you around again… perhaps in another two years’ time? Hehehe me bad friend lah. Great friends like this are hard to find, though.

    Reminds me one day I’d have to write about Fairuz, Remo and a few other great friends, too.

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    Four Years Later

    Kawan-kawan traders Abang di Jalan Masjid India beritahu Abang petang semalam, the last big KL flood (that flooded Actor's Studio underneath Dataran Merdeka) in 2003 also occured on June 10.

    And if you read here, major flood events were cited on June 11, 2002 and June 10, 2003. And now, masuk satu lagi eventful date... June 10, 2007.

    Macam tsunami/earthquake happened on Dec 24, 2004, and the previous year Dec 24, 2003 in East Asia.

    Strange coincidences, huh.

    So much about having the SMART Tunnel, being not-so-smart after all. OK la towkey, I kasi you chan... not yet fully proven. Maybe going to be smart after this July, the tunnel that is.

    When the idea came on board, they claimed that the tunnel would help dissipate flash floods.

    And then when flood still happen, they claimed that the tunnel is only for dispersing storm water, bukan to prevent flash floods (I always thought storm water is the biggest culprit in flash floods? No?).

    Then, the Deputy DG of DID yesterday admitted that ya, tunnel itu boleh tolong prevent flash flood 'coz flood in KL mostly happened due to overflow of rivers. Deyyy, apa da, kejap ya kejap tak?

    And then we would still have to pay for the SMART toll this Friday even if the tunnel would only be fully-useable (for stormwater dissipation purposes) in July when all of the retention ponds are supposedly to be readied by then. Apa kah? Kalau tak siap sepenuhnya, buat apa nak bayar lagi? Entah lah.

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    Monday, June 11, 2007

    Our Cherating Trip

    "Abang menyesal datang?"

    "Taaaak. Bagus sangat trip ni. Family Day office Abang nanti, Abang ingat nak bawa ke sini."

    *aku senyum berpuas hati*

    "Thank you, Abang..."

    "No, thank you for dragging me here...!"

    Promised myself that one day, both of us must come here again during one of the fullmoon. Pasti lebih cantik. Pasti lebih memorable.

    *click at photos for larger image

    f~

    Saturday, June 09, 2007

    Cherating: Intro

    "Kita letihkan diri kita puas-puas, pastu balik tidur je. OK?" Abang pujuk bila aku menangis kecewa sebab chalet yang aku book sejak seminggu setengah diberi pada orang lain sebab dorang ingat kami tak jadi datang and kami diberi chalet umur 14 tahun tak de tv water heater terbakar nyamuk banyak pintu bilik air tak leh tutup instead.

    Bengang ok. Ni lah first time sejak kawin that aku and Abang really go out on a vacation tanpa kerja tanpa kawan-kawan tanpa family, just the two of us, and this had to happen.


    So, lepas angkut beg dari kereta dan pi makan & beli spray nyamuk and coil, Abang bawa ronda and recci hotel/motel/chalet lain... dari pukul 7pm till 9.30pm.

    Yang affordable kebanyakan dah fully-booked. Yang affordable tapi in bad condition, adala dua, tiga. Yang affordable tapi terperosok jauh dalam hutan (kami dua-dua pengecut, you see) pun ada.

    Yang tinggal bilik-bilik/chalet/apartment yang sangat mahal dan tak berbaloi nak bayar mahal-mahal coz it's only the two of us and it's not like we're gonna stay in making babies ke apa.

    Aku kagum dengan Abang yang sabar je nak buat aku happy. Aku tak minta pun. Dia isi minyak penuh-penuh, and we drove and stopped-by to almost all resorts along the miles of Cherating road. Aiyoh macam mana lah tak sayang ke dia.

    Finally, at almost 10pm, aku dah letih. We had supper nearby. Roti bakar and kopi.

    Nak tak nak, kena juga balik ke chalet yang kami dapat.

    While Abang masuk mandi, aku spraaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy satu bilik. Huh padan muka kau nyamuuuuuuuuk.

    And then aku tanya Abang, "Nak bakar ubat nyamuk sekali ke tak???"

    Abang buka pintu bilik air and tanya spontaneously..."Haa? Nak basuh ubat nyamuk ke tak??"

    Aiyoh, temper aku. Dah la aku letih, tak da mood dengan bilik tu, ditanya pulak soalan macam tu tanpa berfikir.

    Mujur Abang gelak 5 saat awal and said, "Itulah soalan paling bodoh yang Abang tanya balik, hahahahaha. Ada ka nak basuh ubat nyamuk, hahahahaha."

    "Haaa, tau tak pe,".

    Nevertheless, the room is actually pretty okay. Aircond dia selesa. Nyamuk seemed to tidur dalam aircond too. And I watched my 2nd Part of 3rd Season of Grey's Anatomy on Abang's laptop till 12am.

    OK la tu kan?

    OK, nak pi makan. Ni kat cc run by the chalet. Abang dah siap surf net for his upcoming cartoon.

    By the way, this place is called Ranting Resort Cherating.

    So, laters!

    f~

    Thursday, June 07, 2007

    Adi's Back

    Oh by the way.

    Adi's back from the vet since two nights ago. But not without bermacam-macam pesanan from Dr.Teoh ~ laxatives to be given but with reduced quantity in due time; biscuits direndam dalam air for softer stool; more water for Adi even if kena give manually through the syringe; no stress; supplementary of husk to his wet food; no stress; no stress; no stress.

    Aiyoh how lah. Adi's always the stressed-out cat. How lah. He's not stressed-out only when he's at home in Bangi. Habis macam mana bila UmiAyah tak da rumah and kena bawa Da to my house, and kalau tak ambil Adi sekali, siapa nak jaga Adi, kan?

    His latest x-ray showed very clear tummy, unlike the 1st day he was admitted where his x-ray clearly showed oversized stool. Dr.Teoh gave me the xrays to be kept, but still haven't had the time to take some snapshots of them to put them up here.

    But since coming back home two nights ago, dia tak weewee and tak poopoo. Ish bergelocak perut ni everytime this happens ~ my tangan jadi sejuk, my hati jadi susah, my kepala jadi serabut. Kenapa la Adi buat kat Kak Lin macam ni, sayang... Mujur Abg Zul sabaaaaaar je tolong Kak Lin bawa Adi kulukiler ke klinik.

    Da and Adi are going back to Bangi tonight coz esok Abang & I are off to Kuantan and Cherating. So yesterday aku dah siap type segala perkara yang perlu dan tak boleh dilakukan ketika menjaga Adi ke Da. Kasi Da tampal kat bilik. Supaya orang satu rumah boleh baca. Tapi hanya Da sahaja yang in-charge dengan makanan dia.

    My Babies.
    The only time they call it a truce ~ meal time.
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    Tuesday, June 05, 2007

    Mimpi Nyata

    Malam tadi, seperti biasa, aku bermimpi yang bermacam-macam. Tapi dah tah ingat tentang apa.

    Cuma yang aku paling ingat, ada satu ketika dalam suatu situasi dalam mimpi malam tadi, aku bermimpi yang aku berharap sangat-sangat Abang dapat datang selamatkan aku dan tarik aku keluar dari situasi tu.

    Tiba-tiba, aku terasa badan aku ditarik dari belakang, terus aku terjaga.

    Rupanya, Abang yang tarik, nak peluk.

    Biasanya kalau Abang tersedar dan tarik nak peluk aku, mesti dah nak masuk waktu kena bangun tidur.. antara 5 dan 6 pagi.

    “Aiyoh, dah nak pagi dah…?”

    Aku pun gagah capai jam… Huh? Baru pukul 3.06 pagi? Lega…!

    Inilah baru betul dikatakan “Mimpi Menjadi Kenyataan” ~ aku bermimpi supaya Abang dapat tarik aku keluar dari suatu situasi; dan roh & jasad Abang “mendengar”.

    Embrace
    Paul Klee
    f~

    Monday, June 04, 2007

    Tahniah, Takziah

    :: Congratulations to my first matchmade-couple (‘matchmade’? ‘matchedmake’? ntah), Sharifah & Mahadi for their lil baby Ahmad Muaz bin Mahadi born on time (amboi kecik-kecik dah ikut kata, yea… hehe) on the 26th May 2007.

    Ahmad Muaz bin Mahadi, HUKM, 26-05-07

    Cik Lin & Uncle Zul dok la pi berkejar ke HUKM hari Ahad tu masa Uncle Zul masih tak larat jalan lagi sebab demam teruk. Punya la jauh nak jalan ke wad specialist kat tingkat 7 tu. Sampai-sampai je, rupanya Muaz dah dibawa balik ke Rembau 2 jam sebelum tu, ya? Hmm, tak pe lah, nanti Cik Lin jumpa Muaz, k? muah!

    :: Congratulations too to my second (and so far, the last) matchmade-couple, I & H, yang telah merisik dan dirisik baru-baru ni dan akan bertunang, insyaAllah, tidak lama lagi.

    (depa tak kasi aku announce apa-apa on the blog, tapi aku nak ucap tahniah jugak heh heh)

    :: Takziah buat aku sebab Adi kena masuk hospital lagi semalam tengahari kerana sembelit… tak poo-poo since last Wednesday and pee-pee since Saturday.

    Kesian ke Adi.

    I went to fetch my sister Da and Adi my cat from Bangi last Wednesday night sebab UmiAyah were going back to Kelantan for a wedding and nobody will be at home.

    And Adi, being the ‘exclusive and non-sociable cat’, dah even stressed-out long before we fetched him. Apatah lagi bila dah sampai our kondo where his litter tray dah rupa lain his water bowl and food bowl dah letak kat tempat lain what more with additional two other cats (Labu & Labi). Aiyoh. Susah la laidis.

    Every morning and evening, we manually syringed Adi air supaya lawas. And gave him more canned food instead of biscuits.

    He drank, he ate till Friday, but still didn’t poo.

    So, on Saturday morning, Da and I took Adi to the vet. Since Adi was so garang-garang coz he was in pain, the vet checked him and then gave us some prescription and allowed us to take Adi home and put him under observation for two days.

    She gave Adi a liquid laxative (to be taken 3 times a day, 8 hours apart), appetite pill (coz the vet said with the laxative Adi may lose a wee bit of appetite) and asked me to buy ‘physillium husk’, kindalike a fiber-supplement for the constipated which is sold at almost any pharmacies. The husk is supposed to be mixed sikit with the canned food, so that lawaskan poopoo dia. We gave him all that, yet tak poo. Worse, after all that meds and husk-mixed food, dia still tak pee la pulak!

    Aiyoh.

    That Saturday night, I surfed the net more about constipation in cats and urinary tract problem in cats. Just to get more infos.

    And the worse to happen kalau constipation berterusan is that the cat will get Megacolon, where the dilatation of the colon gets dysfunctional due to prolonged constipation/”obstipation”.

    "the colon loses its ability to contract, and as a result, relaxes and enlarges, resulting in a colon that's much larger in diameter than the anus is. When this happens, stool fills up in the oversized colon and can't easily pass out of the body. And sadly, a majority of the time, the stool can't pass out of the body at all. Over time, the colon continues to draw moisture out of the stool, making the stool harder and even more difficult to pass out of the body. Add to that the fact that additional stool is moving down the intestinal tract towards an already-full colon, and you've got a potentially dangerous situation."
    From here.

    Read more here kalau nak tengok xrays of constipated cats and surgeries of megacolon.

    The whole of Sunday morning, Adi kept growling even when he was by himself. Keluar masuk litter tray, kangkang-kangkang teran-teran, but nothing came out. So kesian tengok dia. I bet he was in so much pain...

    And then when he finally puked green slimy stuff at 1pm yesterday, and that was it for me! I took him back to the vet straight away. Adi tak makan, tak minum, nak berak tak boleh. Pasti la muntah, kan? Keluar gastric juice pula tu.

    But that same evening, Dr.Teoh, the vet, called and said he’s managed to put Adi to sleep and tarik 50% of Adi’s poo out… all hard and keras. The location of that 50% of the poo was already in the colon, means that Adi dah actually teran keluar tapi either too keras or Adi’s pelvic dah too narrowed to further teran keluar and so the poo paling near to the hole tu jadi keras so nak teran yang lain keluar semua tak leh keluar. Alah, kesian tak.

    Dr.Teoh has also managed to give some meds to kurangkan resah Adi. And this morning, Doc kata Adi dah makan sikit, dah mula kencing, tapi tak berak2 lagi the rest of the 50% tu. So, still kena put on observation. Takut-takut megacolon. And if it is (NA’UDZUBILLAH!!!!), then Adi may have to go under the knife to cut his big colon away…

    And eventhough Dr.Teoh said Adi’s recurring constipation may not be due to his diets (the previous normal cat biscuits in the market that I been giving him are known to cause stones in the bladder to cats. In this case, let’s call it the F-biscuits), but when Umi got to know that Adi’s being hospitalized yet again (which, she knows, cost pretty much a bomb), she secretly called me from Kelantan and informed me that apparently Daddy Dearest still feed Adi with the F-biscuits at times instead of the formulated biscuits that I bought (which cost 3.5 times more than the normal ones). He argued with Umi that Adi doesn’t like the new diet-biscuits.

    But then bila aku tanya Ayah, depan-depan muka mak aku dia tak mengaku ke aku yang dia beri Adi makan F-biscuits tho I specifically told him since Adi’s first constipation and urinary problem dulu that the F-biscuits that he gives to the stray cats kat belakang tu are not to be given to Adi at all dah. And then he even had the cheek to tell me that the diet-biscuits may be the thing yang poisoning Adi.

    BOLEH???!!!!!

    Aiyohhhhhhh. Really. Dugaan. REALLY.

    Aiyoh. Past stories of lies and deceptions and hurt came back hurtling around my head and my soul. Rilingly bitter I was.

    Nothing to do with the cat. But the whole point is, his lies are now becoming habitual.

    Howwwwwwww lah.

    So now, waiting for Dr.Teoh to call back.

    Will update. Hati too sakit to continue.

    f~

    Friday, June 01, 2007

    Nama Lagi

    Abang bercerita lagi…

    “Dulu masa sekolah rendah, ada sorang budak ni. Dia daftar sekolah lambat.”

    *aku dengan muka pelik* “...hah?”

    “Ye la, like, dia darjah 6, tapi umur 13 tahun instead of 12.”

    “And?”

    “Nama dia Minit bin Saat.”

    “hahahaha! Okkkkayyy. Lawak juga tu.”

    “Mak dia pulak nama JAMsari.”

    *mata aku terbeliak* “Anak nama Minit, Ayah nama Saat, Mak nama Jam-sari... Get outta here! Betul ke ni???!!”

    “Laaa, betowwwwl. Ni watak betul, ni!!! Anyway, badan dia ni dah pastilah lebih besar dari the rest of budak-budak lain sebab umur dia setahun tua. Jadi bila ada lumba lari je, dia selalu menang.”

    “Oh, okay.” *unimpressed*

    “Yang lawaknya, bila nama dia kena announce... Tempat pertama, jatuh kepada, Miniiiiit bin Sa-aaaat, dengan waktu kemenangan, 4 minit, 12 saat!.”

    Gelak gelak gelak gelak.

    “I wonder what happened to him. Seronok juga bercerita kisah lama."

    “Hmm-mm." *still smiling*

    f~

    *Wave Wave Wave*

    It's part and parcel of life of perjuangan - baik perjuangan hidup, perjuangan kerja, perjuangan belajar. Perjuangan apa-apa pun.

    You either get love... or you get hate.

    You either have selfless passion of what you're fighting for... or just being plain selfish with deep embedded personal interest.

    You either wake up at 5 or 6 in the morning doing work work work, almost every other day, on working days or on non-working days, and then continue at the office, at then come back home at night and continue with work, without ever thinking the fact that you're being underpaid for your effort even if your enemies think you're paid millions... Or you get on with that attitude, "gaji bukan banyak pun. Buat apa susah-susah kerja lebih-lebih? Lebih baik kita joli."

    You either face even the harshest criticisms constructively and dengan izin Allah, try prove them wrong... or fall-flat and thus prove them right.

    You either work hard sincerely, with clear conscience and feel good about it... or you play bad politics and stab people front back left and right and do not mind being thought as a scum.

    Or even, have a mixture of everything.

    ***

    Abang was clearly deeply upset that I was equally being bashed personally through him.

    Why la I'm not surprised (of me own personal bashings).

    Aku pun tak tahu apa (being thrown at me), siapa (who lashed and bashed), bagaimana (thro blogs or phonecalls or emails), or how damaging (the lashings and bashings)... I just don't want to know and refuse to know the details.

    My conscience is clear ~ I have no problems with them who apparently, EVIDENTLY, have problems with my husband (or even with me now). They are of no importance to me per se, and nor I to them. If I see them in functions or gatherings, I probably still shake their hands or talk to them and get friendly with them unknowingly, but I don't care, coz I lashed out to only ONE UGLY PERSON and I don't have any business with the rest who lashed back at me or those who now have problems with my mere existence.

    I've said sorry to Abang for riling up over the unbecoming comments on him when he's been working damn hard at the office and even back at home sampai terlantar sakit almost every other week coz bekerja terlalu kuat and itu sahaja cara it seemed that he gets rested, while I get heartbroken watching him working relentlessly so tanpa memikirkan apa-apa imbuhan pun. Of course no one knows about this, how hard he's been working and all. Takkan nak heboh, kot?

    Or perhaps, let me just do what I think I should do graciously....

    *wave wave wave wave* Hi y'all! Thanks for dropping by! See ya around, ya! Luv ya too! Mwahs!

    f~
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